No subbing so far. Am crossing fingers for Wednesday.
When I calculated the financial numbers this morning, it was obvious I could not pay my car insurance (due November 
and my CWLP bill, and even though I fired off a check to the appliance repair people with the morning mail, I”m not confident it will clear. That’s because if the BANK withdraws its loan payment Friday and the appliance people have not sent my check through, there will be two payments going south on this weekend. It’s all incredibly suffocating.
City Water Light & Power asked me for minimum payments that would have taken every penny from the sub teaching check coming next Thursday. When I told them I am not on any kind of welfare, that I absolutely will not visit a food pantry and I’m the only one with a hand on this bucking broncho circumstance, the sympathetic service person lowered my next payment to only $200 due the 30th.
I had intended to take a bittle of wine to Thanksgiving dinner with friends, but my fuel tank is on empty and the backyard pooches don’t have enough food to last another week. The kitchen will sustain me on the “one a day” diet for a week exactly.
On the positive side . . . .
That IS the positive side.
Live long . . . . . . and proper.
